The Shruti Blog

 Dreams, Ambitions and Expectations Have you ever found yourself daydreaming about giving interviews and saying thank-you speeches in the bathroom? Yes. Dreams are to you as the treasure island is to the pirates. We want to push through hard times. But why is it that we fail often? Maybe we don't want it badly enough? Or maybe we try to run away from difficulties? 

 Have you ever been asked to clean your home during Diwali preparation? If not, then maybe you are one of the luckiest people. My heartfelt condolences to those who can relate. Cleaning dust from every corner of your house is hardly bearable. I am the type of person who has little experience in cleaning, so there is no way that I would volunteer for Diwali cleaning 'willingly'. Only mom's fiercely piercing stare would make me do it. Even if I daringly say "no", she would be fuming angry with me. It would take a while until I convince her to let me clean. It is the only way out of that situation. 

 Hi, I am back after a long time. See, I study in 9th and am a IIT Aspirant. IIT has been my dream for a year. I got to know about it when we were given an option to select if we wanted to join extra classes for JEE. Until then I knew nothing about it. But then I started researching about it for while. I was deeply interested in it. I liked to compete and was interested in physics and mathematics. So, then I joined it. It felt alright. We were learning advanced concepts of chemistry, physics and math. To be honest, those advanced things were the soul of the subject. As we were studying the body of those subjects earlier and now we were introduced to theirs souls and they were really beautiful. So fascinating and awesome. And eventually i fall in love with physics and the thought of me getting into IIT. But sometimes i feel what if i am not able to qualify? I feel that my life would become and I would be useless. But sometimes i also feel that things would be smooth and I will make ...

  Hi, I am back. I wont talk rubbish today. Actually I got my unit test results which were really shocking. I got full in SST. 1 mark got deducted in Science and Hindi. This is the better half of the result. Now, I got 21/25 in English and 20/25  in Math. I never got such low marks in Math earlier (I used to score 25/25). But I accept that this was my mistake. BTW I am writing this in my math class. See I cannot help but get distracted and bored in my math class. My Math teacher keeps teaching things, no... I should say he just solves all the questions himself and we're just present there to review his work. The teacher who used to teach us during the beginning of the session was far better that he is. It's not that I am putting the whole blame on the teacher, even I was not sincere. I did not practice but I don't think that matters because I did not practice when I would get 25/25. Maybe the difficulty level heightened and my sweet little silly mistakes have always been wi...